Change the fucking record!!

Yes! I didn't get into Uni last year- I know! So why fucking keep mentioning it then?!

I know I have an exam in the summer, and I know I've failed it once an. Got an E in the retake. I know I need a C and I know it's on the Thermal Physics, Nuclear Physics, Oscillations and Astrophysics modules. But beyond that I don't know which bits I need to focus on because I haven't had a copy of my last paper back yet!

I'm sorry I'm not psychic and can see all the way to school and in the envelope on the exam officer's desk, but if I could do that I wouldn't have bloody failed in the first place!

Somehow my "addiction" to video games and The Guild (which is ironic because the Guild is about someone who has a video game addiction- and stupid because I've only ever watched each episode once) has caused me to disregard revision entirely.

I thought reading a physics book counted as revision but apparently not?

And there's no need to be so self-righteous about it either! Condescending people really bother me and no wonder, I've had to live with the Queen of Condescenders for years. And apparently this is all backchat. No, mother, I happen to be 19 in two weeks- I think I'm allowed my own opinion and when you sit there slagging me off (AGAIN) clearly I'm not going to just take it.

It's pretty clear you want me out of your house and trust me, if I'd had got into Uni or somehow acquired enough money to move out then I would have by now, because living in a house with a mother who for some reason everything you do is never enough, a dad who just plain doesn't like you, an a sister who talks to you when it suits her doesn't really feel like a home to me.

If you actually sat and thought about it, you would know that I probably play games so much to escape the shit existence that is living under the same roof as you.

And about me sitting on your laptop all the time- if I had the money to keep getting the bus to go and see my friends, and if they were free more, I'd go speak to them in person. It's the fact that most of my friends are all busy and I have no money, and my other best mate lives in fucking Wales, so how you expect me to talk to him I don't know- ill just use my telepathic connections I so blatantly have >_<

Anyway I've finished ranting about the piece of shit family I've been lumbered with now- none of them will actually read this because it's not to do with me being a total failure as a son so they won't be interested at all. Now I'm going to sit and stare at the wall or go stand in the road or something because the bitch has cut off the electric supply to my room and there is literally nothing to do >_<

Cunts